Crush

here's another old one about a stupid crush haha

Poem

So there's this girl I like
Well I don't so much like her
As I do hate her
Let me start over
So there's this girl I hate
Hate is sort of a strong word
But I hate her
I hate her because I like her
I hate her because I'm selfish
I hate her because she's not with me
I hate her because I like her
I hate myself for liking her
I hate her for making me hate myself
I hate her for making me unable to think about even beginning a conversation with even a single other fucking female because the only person I can fucking think about every single fucking day
Is her
And I hate her
Because I like her

Crush

here's an old poem about a girl i had a crush on

Flame

She was at the party tonight
A crowded evening in a friend's backyard
A sea of separate words
Foaming together
But I noticed only her
She was absolutely beautiful
She possessed a different kind of beauty
She was a fire-spinner
Her specialty was a flaming hula hoop
I was transfixed on the flickering light circling around her perfect body
Every single curve of her fragile frame
Twisting in a separate order
Her thin arms weaving up and down throughout the orange flames
Her feet touching with the gravel beneath them
So delicately only her toes touched the ground
I was enamored but cautious to get close
So as not to get burned